并不是没有不开心的时候……
但是在失意的时候总有个人一直陪着聊天，
心情郁闷的时候有个人和自己分享……总会让自己的心情好起来的！

可能很多时候是我把事情简单化了，不是只往好的方面去想心情就会好起来吧，需要顾虑别人的感受……
哎哟，我想我就是这么粗线条吧，总是忽略了这一点……

也许你忘了，但我一直都记得……
把不愉快都倒进垃圾桶里，心情也能好些的！ :)

Hmmm... sometimes something is better left unsaid... :D
yeah...
so so bored.... 304 is killing me...
the texts are making me tired... needa a short nap after each chapter... horrible me..
Lolx..
Eh... quite a nagger im... or simply just being kaypo...:P
loLx.. when gals say more... being labelled as naggy... how true it is :D
always sleep so late... kena scolded again.. argh...
time for bed!!! :D

Always put yourself in others’ shoes...
if you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts other person too....

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somehow i think i understand what it means ba...
not so early though... time to sleep...
Goodnite all... sweet dreamszz.....

Not being unhappy or moody lor :)
just abit helpless when can't do much to help...
haha... superwoman don't really exist...
Or i should seek help from superman's wife.. :P
Sighs, unhappiness are same as joys... they can be shared de!! :D

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending!

You can’t make someone loves you, All you can is to be someone who can be loved...the rest is up to the person to realize your worth

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already loved. When instead, we should be perfecting the love we give

It is better to lose your pride to the one you love than to lose the one you loved because of your pride

Always put yourself in others’ shoes...if you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts other person too

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everythingthey just make the most of everything that come along their way

Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bitbut you will enjoy a smooth road afterwardsdon’t stay on the bumps too long… MOVE ON!! :)

Never abandon an old friend, you will never find one who can take his place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older!

最近怎么好象身边的人都不开心似的……
我又好像什么都帮不上忙……Hmmm....
还是什么都别做得好、别说得好，以免又把事情搞得更糟！
忧郁的气氛弥漫……
还真是一个开心不起来的季节！

感情真的是经不起风雨啊!?
Another shocking news to me... Lolx... Another break-up after hmm... more than 2yrs or more?
有时候真的会给我身边的朋友给气死啊！
Can never be serious into relationship...
Once told me everything would be stable after army...
then now can't even 'tahan' till then... Lolx...还真潇洒！
Okok... shall not comment much... wait till i learnt of the truth behind everything ba!!

刘若英---落跑新娘
这个决定是多么艰难
爱你却选择离开
并不是我总把孤单当成习惯
未来并不如想像中简单

我也不是不需要疼爱
你永远无可取代
再不敢唱起那歌词最后一排
有个男孩爱着那女孩

抱歉我我知道自己不负责任
虽然我很认真想过和你过一生
为什么会逃避这一刻

你握住我的手越温暖越疼
抱歉我我应该对自己负责任
当你说你都能理解我痛苦失神
害怕失去一个人
才想回到一个人
我会把这份爱存放在心的最底层

☆..............................☆

我也不是不需要疼爱
你永远无可取代
再不敢唱起那歌词
最后一排有个男孩爱着那女孩

抱歉我我知道自己不负责任
虽然我很认真想过和你过一生
为什么会逃避这一刻
当朋友都羡慕现在的我们

抱歉我这次想对自己负责任
当你说你都能理解我痛苦失神
害怕失去一个人
才想回到一个人
我会把这份爱深藏在心的最底层

这个决定是多么艰难
爱你却选择离开
再遗憾也好过不快乐的分开
你会懂得这是我的爱
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--> Recommended by kayee..... Quite a nice song... loLx..

不许不快乐 :)
生活之舟需要转载，每个人都是世界上值得爱的人，带着快乐、轻松的过好每一天，生活原来如此美丽，再苦也能笑一笑！=D
能明白人生不只是“生、老、病、死”怨嗔会，爱别离，求不得，烦恼炽盛着许多的痛苦，相反的，人生也有许多的快乐。即使面对着痛苦，大家也能笑一笑。能笑，就能快乐！

不许不快乐 - 不快乐是可以抗拒的，就像我们抗拒不良嗜好的引诱一样。
那么人应该怎样才快乐呢？就是把一切痛苦，烦恼，不愉快的事都抛开；自己能力做不到的事，不要勉强去想、去做，想了和做了，就徒然招惹痛苦，得不到快乐。

但有些痛苦并不是我们招惹来的，而是它找上门的，例如生病。坦白说，谁愿意生病？但病往往是在我们不经意时来的，如何快乐呢？即“兵来将挡，水来土淹。”

Source: 联合早报

Disclaimer – 又是一篇胡言乱语…

可能擅于掩饰是一种自我保护吧，在别人面前总是一副很坚强的样子，在他们的眼里好像没有什么事是我不知道、无法解决的；久而久之，也慢慢的筑起了那道围墙，不容许自己有软弱的一面。

也许你是对的吧，是自己自作聪明、‘假厉害’事事都喜欢揽到自己的身上……可朋友之间总得有人主动去干些什么的啊，虽然这看起来好像是只有笨蛋才会做的事情（连一个十六岁的女生都会说如果朋友里有这么一种人，何乐不为呢）天啊，这什么世道，是不是好心都会被当作理所当然。其实也没有什么好抱怨的，也是自己心甘情愿的，虽然有时候真的觉得很累，朋友之间应该不需要计较太多吧！要拒绝，说出一个不字，对我来说还真的很难……曾经说过宁愿做个被拒绝被伤害的人，也不要去拒绝别人，那样太残忍了！我是超级大笨蛋！:)

每次聊天，心里总有着十分踏实的感觉；即便有什么不愉快的事，也总有办法让自己的心情放晴。或许自己的个性过于直率，心里想到什么就说些什么，完全不考虑后果的严重性……但也幸亏没有闯出什么严重性的大事出来吧！:P .............
哎呀，也就那么一两次，算了算了！反正脸皮还蛮厚的，子弹暂时穿不过。：）

想想有时候或许太恶劣了……
好吧，以上论点不成立……

绿地变蓝天……
好一个贴切的形容词……
马英九当选，预料中的事？是不？所以成绩揭晓时也不需要有多大的惊喜……
晶慧还说要放鞭炮，能够想象半个台湾人的她对于这种成绩表现出的喜悦！
台马两地的大选都有一种变天的现象……希望是个好现象吧！：）

喜欢的感觉……

touching story...
赚人热泪!

喜欢一个人，就是要让对方感到幸福；
可是男主角因为生病，逼女生离开自己……
认为只要她能找到所谓的幸福，就是快乐！
很傻吧，这样做不是让两个人更加痛苦吗？明明相爱的人却不能在一起……
如果从一开始两个人就一起奋斗的话，能争取相处的时间不是更多一些吗？

珍惜拥有，比一切都来得好吧！

庆幸拥有 :)

Watched The Spiderwick Chronicles :)
Quite a nice show... Just that the ending was too ridiculous.... -_-"
Those who haven't watched it, experience it wld know what im trying to say... haha..
Had sakae dinner... indulge in good food once per week... not too much ba i supposed.. haa.. :P

Lolx... long weekends again... i supposed time to start revision..
haa... suddenly realised though im taking 3modules... but quite free as those taking 2core also...
More than 1wk to prepare for the elective... hmmmm... since it is chinese no need to worry too much... =) But can't be overconfident... loLx.. 骄兵必败！hehe..
1st is 306.... next come 304...
haha... shall start my count-down timer... :)
and holidays here i come...
Always so awake at night... haha... and morning always kena nag by my grandparents...
haha... this unhealthy habit got to switch back sooon~... :)

幸福的女人说话，痛苦的女人写作……

幸福，是因为说话有聆听的对象，有人愿意在一旁听女人倾诉、大发牢骚；痛苦，是因为心里有太多的郁闷，却找不到一个可以说话的对象……这样是不是很可悲呢？

哈哈，那我属于哪一种类型的？有的时候可以滔滔不绝的说个不停，但某些事情有时却选择性的把他们记录下来，虽然说不上写作，所记录的对别人也不会有多大的影响力，但也是自己花时间、心思把它写出来的吧！两者皆非吧！

为什么忽然之间会说到这呢……今天上课时，老师谈到了蔡琰，就课堂上对女性有了一番深层的研究；蔡琰属于痛苦的女人，因为唯有通过写诗，她才能把她那悲愤的心情给发泄出来。为什么在历史上，女人即使被记载在史书里，也是利用男人的身份界定，像蔡琰，翻找资料，只能看到董祀妻或蔡邕之女……这男女不平等从古至今都一直存在吧！

老师提到在研讨会上就曾经有人争论，女人的作品同男人的一样出色，但就写作而言，作品的成就不在于作者的性别，而是作品对后世的影响和带给读者的震撼力……并不否认就某些成就上而言，女生确实比男生逊色……

男耕女织，恒古不变的道理……但就现代女性而言，寻求的是一种自我的突破，不想被限制在一个只有男主外，女主内的框框里；可有时候，却不介意被冠上家庭主妇的头衔，真是矛盾！

Sianz.... Totally shut off from doing any work.... :(
Can some1 give me a whack on the head sia...!!!
Think sooner or later wld be dragged back to school to study....
Argh... slp slp slp... gg to... :)

Last presentation of the school life...
Somehow it didn't end that well.... Lolx...
Peter Lee demanded so much from that qualitative question - how we supposed to know what goodwill insights could be gathered just based on that article... so sian....
nvm.... now left 2 quizzes... 306 follow by 304.... and exams... Omg.. how come seem like everythings that come altogether!!!!
Nvm... still in slacking mood.. :)

Smile always :) 'Cause that the way of staying happy always!!!!
Yeah... life is full of reasons for one to stay happy :D

There is always a way to make oneself stay happy... :)
Just that whether we have used the right way to....

太钻牛角尖真的很不好，可能事情并没有想象中糟糕……
想太多？想不是吧！只是很理智的把某些事情搞清楚 :)

Exam soon... loLx... how come i seem to be in the holiday mood!!!
Effect of too many consol. would make one feel tired...
Sianz... can't imagine myself really spent so much time in doing tutorial...
Need some rewards.. haha... FOOD is the best... muahaha...

Time to sleep.. :D

sianz... not skipping the class on purpose....
but don't know why just couldn't wake up on time... and after waking up... having stomach cramp.... so at the end just drop the idea of going to school of another 1hr of poets lesson... horrible... haha...
Will try to sleep earlier next time...

Lolx... Consol is killing me argh!!!!

Can't imagine myself trying out for such a long hours... hmmm...1st time i ever tried to complete 306 tutorials? haha... bopian... if not think my beloved groupmates going to kill me for doing nothing... :)

But after consol the journal entries... Still very confused about those adjusting entries... what are all those debit credit... hais... need to burn how many days for the consol quiz again... :( I need some console... haha... the 2 go well... Some console after the consol. yeah! :)

本来对马来西亚的政治是漠不关心，大选之后发现还是起码得知道发生了什么事吧！

信心满满的国阵，在开票前对是否能够保住3分之2的优势还蛮有把握的；出人意料的事，投选结果非但没有成功，还丢失了多个州政权……这意味着单一种族无法在国会中只手遮天，反对声音的崛起，人民的生活应该会有些改善……

这样的场面应该还不是最精彩的吧！就晶慧所言12天后相信蓝绿会有一番更激烈的表演吧！
拭目以待吧！

Argh… cannot take it anymore… Have been trying Conso over the weekends.. haha... nv tried to be so hardworking in trying out tutorials… no choice… next coming Monday presentation… With so many PROs in the group… Slacker like me must at least have so contribution… :P But still giving up after the tries.... hahah.. simply too hard... Stupid leh.. where got pple arrange the lecture to be taught just few days before the presentation supposed to be up... Pity those people doing equity accounting sia... Presentation on Wed, Lecture teaches only on thurs.. -_-"

And didn’t realize exam is in around 1month time!!! Omg… so scary… haven’t even start any revision or having any consistent reading lor… sianz… can’t wait for the exam to finish… Grad trip in May…. Enjoy time.. =) Anyone going anywhere after mid May?? Invite me leh…=D Lolx… Initial plan of going Shanghai in June with my cousin was gone… Argh… My uncle still says can go over and stay… how possible when his daughter starting poly only in April… Get the max enjoyment before 1st July… hehe…

两个月前的今天，说了一些事……
有些事呢是不是就放在心里就好了，生活简单点就好嘛！
人就是这样，有些时候偏偏要复杂化！
其实呢，有些问题，答案早已经不重要了 :)

续。。。

睡觉会累，但不睡觉会更累

吃饭会累，但不吃饭会更累

喜欢会累，但不喜欢会更累……

累……

best quiz ever....:( Damn sian lor... Really did spend time to study but the end result so cannot make it...!!!! 2weeks times there is another conso quiz.... Sianz...
Lolx... after quiz really so no mood to do anything... planned to just go IT fair... but ended up at Shaw Lido for 10,000bc.... Lolx.. quite looking forward to the show initially... haha.. but like what isa had commented after the show, the poster was so misleading lah!!! The Sabre tooth tiger only appeared like less than 1 min... hmmm... loLx... after the show they said wanna accompany me to go IT fair.. with 4people who had never been to before... LOlx... they were like totally uninterested lor.. As we made our way to Suntec... the crowd at the overhead bridge was horrible...Guess it takes some effort to make it up there!! So somebody suggested we jay-walked.. =X Not a good suggestion at all... so better don ever try it again... don't risk one life just save that few minutes.. =D hehe
At the end... only had dinner at suntec and walked around...................................................
haiz... need to prepare conso presentation + conso quiz le.. sianz..................

Why everyone is seemingly troubled…lolX

解铃还需系铃人，自己的问题也大概只有自己能解决吧！好像身边的朋友个个都要把自己搞到灰头土脸才甘心，不论怎么百般劝说，就是听不进去，敢情好象会把人变得愚蠢是不……结果呢弄得自己那么痛苦，对方也未必会领情……何苦呢

昨日種種譬如昨日死，今日種種譬如今日生。这好像说了千万遍，到头来又好像让自己陷下去，希望这次你是下定决心的吧！虽有较稳定的，但异族恋情也还有家里那一关要过……再来的，更复杂……两个女的+一个男的，结果会是怎样？Lolx.. what a messy lifestyle I am having…

愚蠢这个字似乎用得不适合，因为如此看来，自己也是属于愚蠢的那一群，对吧！:)
会选择把感情说出来，大概是不想以后留下遗憾吧！我就是这样不按牌里出牌的人……我想暂时还找不到第二个了……

Lolx，聊了很多，我想并非career-minded吧！只不过想在工作上有所作为，证明一下自己的能力！要不然像同辈的他们，读完书后结婚生子，算什么？hmmm… 有时候是不是该同情他们，就如他们所说的，这么快就被绊住，许多同龄人还在享受的事情，他们很多时候都没有办法去做……

还记得上回上课时老师曾提到为什么婚纱是白色的，因为婚姻就像是爱情的坟墓啊!Hehe…Lolx..并非幸灾乐祸啦！不否认婚姻确实是美好的！Lolx.. 但在那之前，我要做一个让他们羡慕的人！:)

天啊！
最近都跟病魔套上关系了啊！
前阵子才刚好，又感冒了！
哈哈，Midterm恐惧症啊……LOlx.. 可是看来，306也不是那么可怕吧！
:) 温习的是差不多啦，临场发挥又是另一回事咯！

Stay happy always...:)

会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

男女之间，
撇开男女之情，有没有真正纯友谊的存在?
相信，所以能够证明这是存在的！！ :)

找一个懂你的人
要找到真爱，便要找一个懂你的人。
这个人也许并不是十全十美，但因为他懂你；
你就认为它是十全十美，就是这么一个懂字。

懂是什么？
当你遇到挫折时，他不说一句损你尊严的话
当你意气用事时，他绝不迁就，而会娓娓解说事理给你听
当你心情不好时，他绝不和你一般见识，而大吵大闹
当你远隔千里，难得见面时，他也深信你
当你愉快时，他也愉快而且会告诉你
当你烦恼时，他也烦恼但不会轻易告诉你

懂， 是需要多少的了解、多少的体量、多少爱心
要找一个懂你的人，也许很难，但要有信心
找一个懂你的人，也期许自己做一个懂他的人

聪明的人，喜欢猜心；虽然每次都猜对了，却失去了自己的心
傻气的人，喜欢给心；虽然每次都被笑了，却得到了别人的心

Shall start work officially at 1st July… which means I have 2 months break exactly… minus off the 8days grad trip… what am I supposed to do... hmmm…Stacey was suggesting the gals should start their own backpacking plan since the guys are abandoning us… haha… Comment at the end – gals like us surely couldn’t take it for long… what a stereotype thinking!!! What guys can do… gals can do equally well or BETTER…

Lolx… maybe can go Perhentian… shit lor… cannot plan like that… ‘cause it would never work … and can foresee I would just rot and ‘nua’ at home for that remaining days… Half a semester more before I am free… yet im now dreaming already…!!! Derivatives, financial instruments really made one feeling tired… =X haha… 306 really sucks big time lor!!!

When one gives, doesn’t always expect the same return… it doesn’t matter even there is none at all… :) that’s life…Lolx… don’t ever make life difficult..

Appear to be nonchalant…but sometimes really do feel e pain… Lolx.. just being 阿达… 总是会找到自我疗伤的方法…

Sometimes words being said is the truth just that don wanna to acknowledge… so chose to be self-deceiving… chose to be an ostrich… Keep avoiding all answers… Or maybe the answer had been made known le… :)

Lazy to think… haha… or just let me be…

Don't ask why...
Do i always do stupid thing at the stupid time...
Sometimes really don't know what the hell am i thinking...
Let it be the last time then... :)