I fond of nights recently… love the peaceful moments that allow me to organize my thoughts…giving me the freedom to express my feelings… Well… maybe more on the writings instead… maybe I should just find one day to go to esplanade at night… enjoy the breeze… haha… want to look at sea… but nvm… Singapore River can just make do with it…

“我已经学会了用敷衍和面具来遮盖我所不想让人知道的我。”Taken from isa’s blog… Well seem like living in this 现实的社会，我们实在不得已的戴上面具…or we are just hiding the true self from others… Somehow I realize I’m such a horrible person… I can be myself in front of those bunch of good friends… but when I face some of the relatives… I tend to put the mask again… just couldn’t stand the way they doing things… always with a purpose in mind…
人和人之间的关系有必要搞到这么复杂吗…… Having too big a family, too many cousins… conflicts tend to arise… problems would slowly surface…Lolx… I told straight at my mother that I don’t like them… well… I don’t need them to like me either… Lolx… kept saying I bear grudges or jealous… Maybe I do… nvm… I shall be such a person…

Had been keeping the thoughts for quite long… even though something had happened quite sometimes ago… didn’t seem to be agreeing of what one’s was doing… but well… that the choice… I should just wish the best isn’t it… : ) maybe I was not yet convinced… but I will try to make it convincing to myself.. : )
Dear Kayee… Happy birthday : ) We’ll always Love u… : ) Anything we are just a call away…

喜欢和付出不一定要得到同等的回报，maybe there is just no such things as 100% return... haha... even one buys shares also can't guarantee 100% return..
有些东西拥有了，不一定就会一直是你的。
心里有着那一种不一样的感觉，只要自己对自己的情感负责任就行了吧！
能够付出也是幸福的一种……