Getting lazy and tired to update the blog… though life does have a slight change… and I did feel happy for all those…

Must admit that this is the 1st time that I feel so tired in a semester… so many deadlines and projects to meet… and conflicts, tension tend to arise… This is not supposed to be the case, sometimes I really don’t know what to do… And zhiyong kept saying I had changed…though I knew that he was somehow joking with me… but Did I really…? I really have no ideas… How come everyone was saying I become more hostile…Am I very mean in the 1st place?? Life isn’t meeting expectation of everyone… sometimes really feel quite tired and I’m thinking it would nice if I could just put away with everything… be myself just for a day… How nice it would be…

Something minor happened at home… hmmm doesn’t know the extent of consequence but I think should be within my limit of handling… Suddenly feel that being the elder at home; there is some burden to be shouldered… Really have to take up some responsibility and accountable to everything… being able to be studying in S’pore, I owed too many people a favour, not in term of monetary… How is it possible to pay back all… :( sometimes really think that money is really an evil thing, though can’t deny that many wonder things we could achieve with $... there is too many examples in my relatives that made me feel disheartening… Well, I did told myself that I won’t be bother by this issue ever… really no point

Met up with bao, Derek and xiangling to go back OPSS for Mr. Low retirement today, Yuming, Aaron, Nic were there as well…suddenly a lot of nice memories would just flash back stepping into a school which brought me so far now. There were so many unfamiliar faces… sad to say hardly many ex-students from our batch went back… and the pioneer teachers weren’t much left in the school either… the group of us had a chat with Mdm Ang and suddenly realized, after so many years, some friends still don’t change at all… As we flipped through the yearbook and hybrid… suddenly felt we were so young and innocent back then… now everyone has changed… Everyone has his own living, the paces are getting different, if no one making an effort keeping in touch, can’t imagine after years, and would we still recognize one another?


真正的愛,是在能愛的時候，懂得珍惜，
在無法愛的時候，懂得放手。
懂得珍惜身邊的人， 就不要讓遺憾留在心中！