Woowoo… I’m back in action!!
Haha… spent a tiring but fruitful weekend! yeaH…
Went to teckmeng’s chalet at costa sand pasir ris on sat afternoon… as usual the pple are playing mahjong… a social activity right.. took over bao’s place to play on his behalf… haha.. I was only lucky in the afternoon… or I should say I was only awake then!! :P
More and more reached around evening time and that where the bbq started… had a nice chat with soonkiat over there… though we seemed like quite long time never chat with one another already… loL…

Haha.. another party to attend to…serene’s one at aranda country club… asked zy to fetch me at the costa sand pasir ris.. sorry ar.. quite lazy to walk out.. :P thanks yOU!! Because of me, he actually need to make another trip down to fetch kokkiong n socktin.. as zixiang n sichao were in the car le…shit.. always make me feel bad… argh!! But by the time we reached there was quite late already… ard 8+… and qiuling was rushing for time to leave for her friend concert at heeren… actually felt quite antisocial as the group of us was standing outside chatting among ourselves only… and poor sichao was the target of that day… kept being shot by louis and kokkiong.. haha..
oK.. after making a move, they went to some place to have nasi lemak.(-.-) big eater!! Haha.. I went back to the chalet.. to start mahjong part2!!!

Ok.. reveal a secret… actually I really hate playing mj with Derek and teckmeng!!! Haha.. but no choice, I asked Derek to stay over then must accompany them to play… haha.. cos I realized I could never win while playing w them!!!! Don the whole night playing mj.. we must be mad to do that!!! There gone my beauty sleep … haha…
Old lady should sleep more..

年少的时候，我们是不肯随便爱上一个人的。当一个男生爱上你，而你也觉得他不错，那并不代表你会选择他。 是的，他和你很谈得来，你们相处融洽，他迁就你，疼你，他的条件很好。然而，你要找一个你很爱很爱他的人，你才会谈恋爱。当那个被拒绝的男生可怜兮兮的问你：“你要找一个很爱很爱的人？怎样才算是很爱很爱？”你没办法回答他，因为你自己也不知道！怎么会知道呢？那个人还没出现之前，你相信，你早晚会遇上他的！所以在遇上他之前，你不会随便爱上别人，你要守候他的来临。
那个时候，我们总是以为我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人；后来，但我们蓦然回首，我们才会明白自己曾经多么的天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎知道自己很爱很爱那个人？
原来很爱很爱的感觉，是要在经历了许多事情以后才会明白的。又或许，你一辈子也找不到你很爱很爱他的人。你只能找到你很爱或你爱的人。他还没达到让你很爱很爱的地步。
年少时候我们期待的那份很爱很爱的深情，只不过是在情窦初开时，物质的执着和幻想。
每个人心中都有一片永不之地。既然不可以永远不长大，但愿永不苍老，永不苍老也是奢望，那么可永不孤单、永不害怕、永不忧伤、永不贫穷、永不痛苦？有一天，当我们幸福的在心中那片永不之地登陆，我们或许还是希望永不说再见。 忘掉岁月、忘掉寂寞、忘掉他的坏、我们永不永不说再见！
有时候真的会想忘记一件事、一个人。只是，想往往比做得容易。有时候真得想说要放弃一件事、一个人。只是，说往往比做得轻易。可能每一个人都希望能够找到一个自己心目中的百分百伴侣，一个会让你很爱很爱的人。可是，有没有人想过这样一个问题：真正能够带给你幸福和快乐的是你心中寻找已久的百分百伴侣，还是已经待在你身旁默默对你付出很久的那个人？这个问题就像问你：“觉得爱人与被爱哪一个比较幸福？一样”，答案，一直都在你心中。
“失去比得不到更痛苦”，因为你得不到的永远都是幻想的美好，甚至连痛都很不真实。但是，曾经拥有却失去……才会让你感受真正的痛及后悔！
希望每一个人都能够好好的看看身旁对你好、对你付出的人，你能想象有一天他不再待在你身旁，不再对你嘘寒问暖，不再对你关怀之时，你……会如何？

人有时候就是不懂得知足，拥有了却想要追求更好的……到头来只会弄得自己浑身是伤！
有些经历真的是很美好，虽然回想起来心里难免会隐隐作痛，但日子还是要过的，何必让自己一直活在过去的回忆，过去的影子里呢！
人总会长大，心胸豁达些，才能开心快乐的生活！
想做大家的开心果，在别人眼里看到快乐就能让我觉得很满足了！

Last day of work...
Excited?? Hmmm.. Guess I am not really...
Just feel abit more relaxing as could really start enjoy my HolidaY!!! :)
Think I will quite miss the people there... afterall had spent 10 solid weeks with them... :)
Haha.. Rigel was saying extending another 2 wks... nah... need a rest... haha..

Anyway, went luch with the group of auditors this afternoon
At Hua Yi Restaurant in International Building... Thank for the treat...
That is very nice of them... Really glad that had such a wonderful experience for this internship... it wasn't that bad as what I had thought it would be!!

Next to come... plan for some getaway... haha... interested souL... pls sms me... :P

Promise is meant to be broken, in that way, why bother to keep the promse in the first place… Start to realize there is nothing like everlasting relationship… I’ve seen people like broke up after being together for like 7years… just a simply incompatible sum up everything?? Bullshit!!!
Guys… please learn to appreciate gals!!!!!

Lolx.. bear going to hibernate soon~~ so i will leave you all alone!! haha.. :P

Life seems bored to me…
To be or not to be, we do have a choice on everything, a choice to live happier? Well, I am optimistic, I always think that life isn’t hard on us at all; we should treat everyday as a gift, as a challenge that waits ahead of us… And everyday news there seems to be people committing suicide, ended their lives simply like that… aren’t they a sad thing…
The 3 best things in life would be kinship, friendship and relationship…
Kinship… that is inborn, we can’t change the fact of which family we are in, what relatives we are having, so just accept them… However, sometimes kind of disappointed with how they deal with matters that turns me into a cold-blooded person I would say… Sometimes I need to entertain them because I’m obliged to do it… hmmm… can’t say that I’m forced… no one could force me if I do not want to do it… just feel that it isn’t nice to spoil the so-called kinship among us… what a hypocrite I am… haha… that’s my true colors!! So stay away from me if you dislike me… :P I don’t care!!!
Ok as for friendship… there is many kind of friends who make an impact in my life… can’t imagine myself stay in touch with someone I knew since P1… someone whom I didn’t manage to see for more than 6years.. a short gathering still made me feel good… and a few m’sia secondary friends that still stay in contact… but just simply a chat over internet or a short meeting will make the friendship last… that what friends are for right… but have to agree to annjoo that some friends won’t look for you unless they need you help… her once so-called best friend called her for direct sales… friends are meant to be only when they are of value?? Wth!! oK I once met with a person like this… I hated this!!! Ok… but like what I said… I m hypocrite… once a year gathering at some friends’ house… a Hi BYE will do… it would be like acquaintance… stay that way is the best I guess…
People always say the best friends in life and stay longer would be the one from secondary… oK.. I admit that have a bunch of really great friends… though seldom meet up, even meet up like once a few month, we still can crap and talk as if we are always together, that’s the power of friendship!!
But the one really amazed me are the group of friends that I get to know in NTU… they are superb!!! With them around, my uni life is definitely full with colours!!! See… the power of friendship is so fantastic!!!
As for relationship… hmmm.. shouldn’t comment too much on it… I admit that I sucks!!! I once thought the return would be equal to what I give, that too silly of me… maybe some people would just take it for granted… Before you learn to love others, you should start to love yourself…!!
Haha… mr rigel I’m not narcissism… just that this is the 1st step we need to achieve isn’t it! …
Haha.. enough of the crap…

Ok… 3 more weeks marks the end of the attachments!!! Endure endure endure!!!
went to Charlene birthday party on Sat at Blu Jazz Café… so many of them didn’t turn up and quite sad to say didn’t know many of the people, although quite a number of them from NTU as well… just hang around there after cake cutting.. and the 4 of us left…
Well, at least this weekend get to have a good rest at home!

Went to watch transformer with Jacob yesterday at Cineleisure… hmmm… Ok… We paid for the preview lounge and I don’t get to see what is so different from the normal theatre other than is more expensive… =X haha… oK never mind that issue aside… quote what zhiyong had said.. the company is more important right… Well… could say that the movie was quite nice… nicer than those I had watch previously… A team of Rutobots in actions!!! Bumble Bee was the best!!! What is the difference between human and robots!? They actually personify the robots that added feelings inside, at least feel warmth to know that we are not having some cold-blooded thing around us ar… :P oK.. though this would never happen in reality… but is good to dream sometimes!!
Lolx … thanks for the company of Jacob for sacrificing gaming time.. =X haha next to come… hmmm Harry Potter!! Haha… movie is expensive, can’t deny that… but I simply love to watch… well… not because of the past… but just like the enjoyment!!! ^_^