Exams Period... but i am getting more slack...
die die... getting lazier... have not been to school for the past few days...
try to study at home.. result proven - not as productive as i'm in schooL.. but at least there is some progress lah!!
so please don't nag at me being lazy lah!!! :P
haha.. well... but i love exams!! just need to study.. no need to care much of the thing... no tutorials no lectures..
only need to worry about results after a few months... so there is a honeymoon period
Okie lah.. at least must do reasonably well... if not i will be nagged again!!! sianz..~
Quote someone's saying... How come we are learning the same thing.. but end up during the exams there surely be some parts that we can't answer... haha.. but nvm lah.. life is never fair... oK i admit that point!!
Hmmm.. come to think of that my life is really like lack of achievement... what have i been doing for the past 21years... no idea... have to start to think about it isn't it.. haiz.. oK think i m starting nonsense.. time to have a date with master zhou... in case i m getting worse.. saying thing which i shouldnt again!!! haha.. sleep sleep sleep!!

OMG.. wasted another day!! Supposed to finish my tax revision at night..
But then... my dear fren chinhuei called me and we chatted like 2 hrs.. hahaz.. shit.. shall study more tmr!!! Finally all the presentation, reports have come to an end... but still tax quiz to come on saturady!! =( but nvm... whatever i will still get demoralise.. haha so juz be it!!

Well.. today 201 presentation was simply marvellous... and i think Office 2007 is simply too good!! The effect of powerpoint is super nice lor.. haha.. oK abit off track.. i think my group really put in alot of times in preparing for this presentation.. abit silly when zhiyong told me the presentation was like only 5% of overall... but oK nevermind..
i really love our group man~ must i say that i m lucky to have such a group of nice and fun members around.. haha.. oK.. with my 'Idols' around... woooo ^_^
cant imagine we rehearse the presentation for like more than 6 7 times.. and another phenomenon is noted.. whenever we said meet like 9.. by 930.. all then will reach together.. unanimously consent ar.. haha.. but nevermind.. at least all turned up! :)

haha.. oKie... settled everythng.. time to start bunk in tut room 145A.. haha.. our favourite room!! heee... haha.. study w a group of clever pple maybe i will appear to be clever! yeah.. but think i really have no energy to travel sch everyday in the morning!! maybe alternate days ba!! :) or can even considering camp in tut rm..? ahha.. not a bad idea rite..

okie now time to sleep! byebye all...

think i have been living in my own paradise...
thinking that i m always right in a certain sense...
and keep admitting in doing some STUPID things..
i have tried to change.. tried to hide my feelings..
but the harder i try.. the more painful i feel inside my heart...
just like getting a knife piercing it into pieces..
'system breakdown' anytimes i guess.. incurable... just let me be myself...
有时候一个人也是可以过得很好的!!

心情很杂乱，就像五味瓶一样，什么样的滋味都有!
有些时候，对身旁的亲人感到真的很陌生……
都不知道大家心里在盘算些什么，就只能用猜的；这样真的好累好累!
有时候觉得自己很自私，选择了明哲保身，什么都不要管……
人生短短几十年，如果事事都那么计较的话，那或者不是很辛苦吗!

Recently have been working on Projects, and frankly speaking I simply love it~
Think i'm crazy... hais...
but doing projects and completing it let me have a sense of satisfaction!
And doing with a group of enthusiastic people simply give me the motivation..oops.. haha.. wld feel guilty of throwing everything to just one person.. as a group shld share the workload isnt...
that time "Laoban" keith korkor was saying we were quite bad to Roger making him do all the tedious part.. analysis of the financial result..he was like spending a lot of hours on doing that... making me feel quite bad actually.. like not much help could be given... hais...

But think the health is really plurging down... sleeping for a few hours a day is never enough...
and think for me because of lacking of sleep, my temper has turned quite bad lately... hais...
Need to control myself...
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But just really cant stand..
when i was asked to help my cousin to inform whoever whatever is going to his wedding..
Hey please, it is HIS WEDDING..
isn't he supposed to call uncles and cousin himself to confirm whether they are going..
Or maybe i should help .. but really getting quite frustrated over it... previously was to help to count the number of peope attending and now help to call and ask who will be going over in the morning... really getting pissed off.. think my grandpa can tell that i quite fed up with doing this, and he was the one making the call...

Ok, maybe i am just eviL.. be it the case.. I just don't care how others see of me... that how I usually behave..
'cos i think some times COUSINS are pale in comparisons with my all friends!!!
they are just calculative... haha.. sorry ar i m a person who will bear grudges, on just one instance and i have lost confidence in cousin-sisters having a good relationship... Oh well.. maybe in a year will bump into one another for a few times, just a hi.. and playing with their kids would be good enough.. dont expect too much from me...
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Guess by spending a number of years over here myself... i am very used to myself... or maybe i have developed a sense of antisocialness without realising? :) but guess this was in the past ba.. now no longer ba... i enjoy knowing new people in NTU, studying mugging with my bunch of LOVERS during exam study break, "chiong-ing" projects with very clever and hardworking people... life is so wonderful for me...

think the most blessing things of coming here to study is FRIENDS... i really appreciate every single friendship...and i think i am quite lucky to have met a group of good friends in NTU... always hang out together, "fighting" to get into the same class each semester... celebrating bday... crapping gossiping... slacking and enjoying after papers... that is simply fantastic!!!
i m not a selfless person... i wont go to the extent that sacrifice myself for others.. that's too foolish or i shld just say stupid... haha... but sometimes i believe giving is a blessing as well.. giving not expecting any return, well this is the highest stage one could attain... i would rather people oweing a favour from me than the other way round.

haha.. enough of the crap today... shall off to bed...

Happy April FooL~
:) yeah.. here sharing a secret...
I like... EVERYONE!!!!
haha... dont be fooled by me..
Yah that's You.. maybe i have been secretly in love with you for long!!!
wohaha.. =P
i m not a nice person... as i tend to like everyone anyone easily... haha..
so if you happen to be loved by me... dont be too surprised!! :P
dont ever wait for reciprocal return.. be it friendship or love...
giving your best in everything is an achievement already!!

I simply enjoy doing projects!!!
They make me feel occupied... is a challenge to complete the given task in the prescribed timing...
+ I really enjoy doing with all the people I like...
Some groups are randomly formed by the tutors and some are chosen by us...
nevertheless... I simply love doing with they all ^_^
haha.. that the aftermath effect of doing too many projects in a month...
shall enjoy this semester!! exam is coming!! yeah!!