:) Life is good~ at least that is to me!

喜欢的感觉真得很奇妙，根本无法用言语来表达……
唯有通过文字，才能有勇气，随心所欲地把心里想说的话一一记下来……
说我懦弱，什么都好……我就是不敢正视自己的情感…… 我真得很失败……
找个人来陪真的有这么难吗！！ 我完了……

What a fruitful new year i have had...
Time flew.. so fast new yr is almost over... and it's time to work on tonnes of projects.. hais
Had a few session of steamboat this year.. haha.. enjoyfuL!!

Gathering with NTU people.. steamboat + gambling.. haha.. as usual...
New year without gambling wld never be fun! heee... Agree with me people?
Went to derek's house yesterday... though not much people turn up..
woman, bao, teckmeng, yunjie, yuming and nic..
but we still enjoy ourselves!!
I'm glad that though we are like almost one year didn't get to meet up with one another...
the power of the friendship doesn't fade off... still able to crap with one another!!

now is the starting of the holiday.. shall make full use of the holiday...
study study study.. have lagged behind for too long~ hais...

Mahjong Cake


chongtak with cake


me chongtak and derek!


with jessica


my shi fu! :)

Look at the time now.. can u imagine.. i am still up at this moment..
=D in fact i was juz home not long ago.. haha... long time nv been out for so long le..
anyway.. went for chongtak's cum SHIFU bday party today... though abit weird.. dont much of the people there.. but well.. i am invited meaning i am remembered right.. =) will try to post some fotos up here! =D
anyway.. after left from downtown with derek and rachel.. we head straight to angmokio to sing kbox.together with meihui and hongyee!!!. haha.. our song session start at 1030.. till 3am!!
that's explain why i m still up now!! =) heee.. time to sleep.. yeah!!

Guess not much people would really care what exactly is being posted here...
Maybe it's just a way for me to pin down my feeling..
a way for me to hide myself away from people...
have to admit that being a adult, it means additional responsibilty...
but there is just too much thing to care for... family, friends... come to think of it.. do i really have the capabilities to juggle for all...
i'm trying to be friends with almost everybody... is just my character...
or am i being over-friendly that might receive adverse effect from others...
haha.. i really don't know and I don't think i would like to find out either..
Just live the life the way i think i should.. guess i will be happier.. i hope...

第一次，第一次的测验让我心里有种前所未有的平静……
不否认，上个学期，却是因为他的因素，即使在测验是我也无法静下心来！
但是那种特别的感觉，至今还未改变，内心里还是抱着那份坚持，
虽然能预料会是一种怎样的结果，却不愿让自己去认清那份事实……
应该是隐藏的很好的才对，我不习惯让别人窥探内心的世界，已经习惯了自己的生活，
即使秘密就像要被揭穿的感觉，我想我还是能一笑置之吧！

说什么放下，要是从没拥有过，又该如何才能放得下呢！
我不奢望什么，只是希望能像好朋友一样一直守在身旁，不要给人一种陌路人的感觉……
这样我的心会更痛…
有时候只要能在一旁默默地看着他，这样就能让我觉得很高兴了……
没有人能阻止我去喜欢上一个人！！

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人的生命真的很短暂……
最近台湾艺人许纬伦因为车祸英年早逝，真的很让人惋惜。
虽然根本是素不相识的人，但心里总会有些不舍，
可是想想，为什么人们总是的等到失去后才会懂得珍惜呢！

渐渐意识与了解得到和失去的意义……
如果从未得到过，又何来放下之说……
常会说喜欢不一定要拥有，这样的说法只不过在自欺欺人是不……
试想想到底有谁会有豁达之心，能真正做到放手祝福自己喜欢的人呢！
曾经认为自己做得到，原来一切都只是骗人的……
有时候喜欢也是一件很累的事，如果得失心太重的话，苦的只是自己罢了。:)

Miss you... whoever you are!!!!!