Why must people complicate matter?? Really don’t understand can actually quarrel over a trivial matter… Giving me a big headache… Throwing the bomb around, expecting me to catch… but how… that is not my HOME, I don’t have the say at all… or maybe if too much, I would be next to wander on the street… Keep my mouth shut or I just should say something which I think is right but would mean a series of complain ahead again??? Why no one would understand my difficulties!!! I’m not SUPER WOMAN, just a simple person who leads a simple life… I’ve been so used to facing almost everything alone… nothing should mean a threat to me isn’t… what the… the moment I choose to study here would mean I would be indebted to many people… immeasurable using value… does that mean impossible to repay… tired… simply thinking what kind of life am I heading… it seems perfect but actually is in A BIG MESS…