Everything seems bad.. but I believe there still bits of nice thing exist in the world… got a message from zy...though is just a few line… but really feel quite heart warming… really appreciate it..

Suddenly don’t feel like staying at home... have been out for the past few days..
Even just a walk somewhere would be fine for me..
Catch a show with waifong and jiahui on Wednesday... Night at the museum.. Hilarious show... Quite enjoyed ourselves… meet up with annjoo on Thursday just to catch up with one another..
And yesterday went to have dinner with socktin zhiyong keith and sichao.. as usual the guys went for their pool session and we had some fun in the arcade.. watched the Death Note: The last name... haha.. abit confused for the plot.. but overall still fine...
Catch the night rider home.. I suddenly realized the night is so serene and peacefuL~
But still have a great week.. enjoyed much with the companion..

Why must people complicate matter?? Really don’t understand can actually quarrel over a trivial matter… Giving me a big headache… Throwing the bomb around, expecting me to catch… but how… that is not my HOME, I don’t have the say at all… or maybe if too much, I would be next to wander on the street… Keep my mouth shut or I just should say something which I think is right but would mean a series of complain ahead again??? Why no one would understand my difficulties!!! I’m not SUPER WOMAN, just a simple person who leads a simple life… I’ve been so used to facing almost everything alone… nothing should mean a threat to me isn’t… what the… the moment I choose to study here would mean I would be indebted to many people… immeasurable using value… does that mean impossible to repay… tired… simply thinking what kind of life am I heading… it seems perfect but actually is in A BIG MESS…

Xmas meant for truth... We should listen and follow our heart...
Is that really true...?
把心里想说的话说出来，真的会感觉较轻松是吧……
内心最深处的感觉是无法骗自己的……
这些日子，心里想的都是他，视线总会不经意的在他身上打转……
很想多了解他一些，但当面对的时候，许多话都说不出口……
我不是懦弱的人，但有些事情就是办不到！！
这是一种喜欢的感觉，但纯粹是喜欢一个人而已，从没想过在一起……听起来似乎有点傻，但这又错了吗？
不晓得哪里来的勇气，竟在送上圣诞祝福的时候告诉他……
我想说出来之后我更能坦然相对，毕竟我真的在乎他这个朋友！！
我想我有一个坏毛病，就是很轻易的就喜欢上一个人，对我而言，不讨厌就=喜欢不是吗？
我真的不知道为什么会这样，强颜欢笑背后的辛酸又有谁知道呢……
我不习惯于人分享内心事，总会把愉快和不愉快地写下来，当作一个回忆，靠着这样的回忆生活，其实也蛮辛苦的！！
人越大，经历的事情越多，思想也会较成熟……
对于许多事情都需要抱着豁达的心态，执著反而会害了自己！
许多事情是无法勉强的，一切随缘吧！

At this timing, I should be in bed... but should only waah..
haha.. just reach home not long ago.. not in the sleeping mode yet..
lOlz... after slacking at home for so many days.. i finally steP out of my CAGE..
Have a Feast at Jack's Place.. but my aunt's treat..
Lobster, Oyster natural, Medallion... Sounds good right.. of course they taste great too!!! Will try to load some photos if i'm able to steal some.. ^_^
After the lunch, we had a walk around the shopping centre.. ended up in OSIM.. and bought a iMedic Pro massage chair with monthLy installment..
After which the question of how much you willing to chip in per month... haha... Given my current circumstance.. i'm able to pay only 30% per month for 3years.. Hey.. that's quite aLot k.. =) haha... for my gparents' enjoyment.. oK lah..

Well meet up with woman, derek and hongyee at Marina square at 9pm.. were supposed to catch the movie of the curse of the golden flower.. but at the end we just sit there and chat, had a walk along esplanade, coffee bean at Clarke Quay... Took a cab home at 2+.. that's how i ended home... ^_^
Anyway, shall leave this post short i think... need to date with Master Zhou already.. feeling abit sleepy!!!

"Merry Xmas" to ALL in advanced!!!!!!

Quite no mood of blogging nowadays...
Have been slaCking at home since the end of the camp in NTU..
Finished reading the 5th book of Potter.. haha.. i m slow i know.. but still...

Recently have quite a heavy downpour everywhere... especially in my cousins' places..
Some of them even trapped at their own houses due to the flood...
but guess now have been shifted to a safer place... Hope everything will be fine...

Come to realise something... money sometimes can really make one see through another person... I have such a GOOD experience tt i will surely remember it for life... though my mum kept saying that it was over for so long you should have forgetten about it.. but SORRY.. i just cannot...
JUst cannot take it that normally is the relatives who are being calculative!!!...
just take it as i'm having a bad temper.. so what.. Don't like it just stay away from me!! I would be more happy to do that!!