Well, I'm 20!!! hahax..
Hmm.. went out with ber on the 26th and we just wandered around at the town area for the whole day... NYDC, Gelare... hahax.. we can't survive without food!!! Lolx.. but really thanks for her company.. ^_^... heee... & so sweet of ky to call back from HK, received a sms from Janet from Indo & others who sms too... Well, I really very 'gan dong'....thanks...
As for yesterdaY... so-called 218 gathering.. hahax.. we went to Marina to have soMe claimed to be nice food (so-so la) hahax.. Nway, did enjoy myself... And thanks for the cake..though I'm not the 'star' ytd... hee... And after the dinner which ended around 10+, soMe of us went to Suntec K Box... hahax.. Well, super shiok... hahax... We had been jumping and singinG for 4 hrs... hahax.. abit crazy... Lolx.. Took a cab hM at 4+.. hahax.. Hey i'm early Ok.. Mama said cannot go home too late mah.. =X hahax..
Well, fun was over, noW have to work hard le... Haix.. I have tonnes of tutorial yet to be completed and my Econ Quiz is just tml.. haiX.. 24 hrs is simply not enough.. hahax..
Got to get on to my work...
ANywaY.. Thanks for everythinG!!! Love U guYs....!! ^_*

Lolx.. This morning went to airport send kayee off... well she juz back to hongkong for 10days.. hahax.. but still u kNow.. hee.. after that we actualli took abt 1hr juz to reach orchard.. which abit really far.. hahax..
HmM.. have a fruitfuL day today la.. actualli plan to start tutorials but bring my sis to swiM.. which i nOw was super freaking tired to do anithing other than slacking.. hahax..
gonna to burn thru the nite juz to get the things doNe.. which i hoPe i still have the enegry... =D
Well....

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Well well... must I say how much I love schOol...hmmm.. I realise actually I'm not that fond of schooling..haha.. so what's the motivation that keep me going.. lOlx... the thought of earning big bucks in future, having good life... enjoy early retirement.. those I believe are the factors that push me... abit sad right.. why am i being so practical.. so money-minded... it can't be helped what.. that's reality and I have to face it...!!
Hmmm.. that's one more thing, I get to know more people, however not to the extent of knowing them well... kind of find it very superficial, we're just like acquaintance... saying hello whenever we see each other.. hey.. that not the friends I want... There should be something more than that right..
Some people are born 'dao' or they just not used to talk to people..? lOlx..I really find it so tired just to start the conversation... I did make an effort to try.. but seem like it's quite uselesS...
Well, just like natural take its course.. tired tired tired...
I enjoy just by looking at someone.. just that someoNe.. well at least i did make the 1st step of getting knowing the someone... =D

Well, I have started school for a month.. and i did make an effort to socialize kkz...
hahax.. get to know some good and nice people around, listen to their funny story, heard about the internal conflicts among the groups, & starting to have fun in tutorial class...
Hmmm.. but as for the lecturers... didn't quite like them.. =X hahax.. especiallY the econ!!
Actually find the lecturer abit pity la.. as in no one ever realy listen to what she said.. But the problem was she confused people as she explained her egs... what de...
Lolx... I'll not be defeated !! hee.. No matter how difficult the path would be, i shall move on!!

~We can never be young, & things can never be the same again...~
miss the good old days so much~~Those day we have fun together, sing together, share happiest moments together..
but i knoW things can never the like before.. We need to move on in life!!
Miss you so much~~

It's almost a month for the start of Uni life... & i've been trying very hard to adapt to the new life... Think I've started to enjoy the currently life.. no stress no pressure, except tonnes of tutorials and projects to be handed up in deadline.. hey.. is nothing to us.. Students - our job is to study.. it's just that how do we deal with it in different perspective...
I've been trying hard to be sociable leh.. but i just don't quite like & don't how to communicate well with others..i simply failed to do so I think... Well never mind, i can still survive in my own world.. and i will put in effoRt to change this kind of attitude.. i just need some times...
+ i've made some new friends... Ya.. if no one is to take the initiative to take the 1st steP.. it's impossible for 2 strangers to become friends... but it seems ironical that most of times, many of us lack the initiativeness... Lol... I'll always remember that...
SuddenlY miss the good old times so much... lOl.. things can never be the same again.. and i know we shall move on... the bright future is waiting ahead of us... it's pointless for us to live with memories.... :) & I'll try ...

hey hey.. here i m again!!
Have a quite long day in sch just for 1 stupid make up lessOn...
and guess what.. me and mY friend were late for lect..
waited for the stUpid shuttle bus for 1/2 hr but can't even board it.. Lol.. what the..
twO more days.. tWo more days weekend gonna to coME.. hahax..
Looking forward to it!! hee...

Just What is mY Purpose in mY life...?
Live just for the sake of liviNg...
isn't it abit meaningless if i did that only...
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University - It sounds like a big big word..
DOes it really suit me.. ya.. i don't kNow..I really don't
I still searching searching for an answer to it...!
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I realise if you want to make a new friend,
there is certain effort you need to put in...
There must be one party that willing to make the 1st move..
If both choose to stay quiet.. there'll not be such thing as friendshiP in the worLd..
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Am I too optimistic oR what...
actually i didn't bother too much of what happen around me...
to me, there must be a reason behind everything!!
is it right oR wrOng.. No.. i just can't be bothered i think!
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I think I have lost in my own world..
the world that I used to live in...
the world which i always assume is perfect..
But there is no such thing as Perfect...!
There sure will be flaw in certain thinGs..
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Is my expectation being too high...
Or just that ....
Just Live it as it is ... i think i'll get used to it.. hopefullY..

Hmmm... I still learning to adapt to my Uni life... Start to accepting nEw friends coming intO mY circle... i Know is abit hard to get it doNe.. but i will try, i really will...
Am I getting into what i really want ?? I think so ba.. though all the modules I taking LooK so neW to me..Biz Law, OB & D... can U all imaginE wat kind of life i m havinG... ReallY tryIng hard to get those things intO my braiNs...!!!
Success will onli be with me if I am the most outstanding among all... cos if everyone perform the samE.. hoW could one stand out fRom one anotheR...!!
cOme to think about it.. what have really really achieve in the past... others than those grades...?
i admit that i m poor in managing relationshiP.. regardless it is friendshiP or Love.. Just what are the factors that bond us together...? i find it so hard sOmetimes to get a commOn toPic which everyone of us could share... i m just like totally out of their woRld.. y is tat sO.. i had tried hard to fit myseLf in... but end up finding myselF gettiNg nOwhere... tiRed..sO tiRed...3 yrs.. i would just to struggle foR 3yrs & i would b free..
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SoRRy foR all the nonsense... i just need a place to put uP my feeliNgs..s
I will try to search the true self identity... and i have been tryIng hard...trust Me...