Din feel quite OK dis few days.. There�s juz smt wrong wif me� but I Juz dunno wat..I had hurt someone deeply yesterday� I really sorry� but there�s no way tat I can make up for it� I�m loss.. I really duno wat to do now� Shld I juz lead my life as if nothing has ever happened??? I can�t...haix.. Can anione pls tell me wat can I do !!!
I din mean for that thing to happen�I�m juz afraid� that�s too much things foR me to look in.. I seemed juz couldn�t let go of smt tat had already been so long� it�s not tat I can�t part wif �him�, I juz couldn�t part all the good memories I had have!!! M I too silly or wat� I seem to find no answer to dis qn�. Will the thing get better as time past?? I yet to noe.. I need time to prove me right!!!

Recently I seem rather cold to one of em.. I juz dunno Y ?? M I jealous of seeing her getting better wif someone else�?? Hahax.. seem childish rite.. I oso dunno la.. I really treasure evry frenship�. But it�s
-- EASY to keep the friendship with words DIFFICULT is to keep it with meanings. �-
So wat�s the use even I have plenty of frenz wif me ?? I din even understand em well.. we�re juz acquaintances who juz say hello when we happen to see one other� tht�s sad isn�t ?? hahax m I getting pessimistic nowadays ? I always believe that as long as U have confidence in LIFE u�ll be able to achieve� but tat wasn�t always the case��. Has life lose its meaning already ?? I still believe the answer is NO but life is cruel there�s always smt which is out of our control.!

Ber � there�s somethings I wanna to tell U � Watever U feelin now it�s
not the end of the world�� Life still goes on� No matter wat I
will still be ur bez frenz who will be always there for U !!



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